a day

HELLO WORLD :)

NOW, I am out of there a  year of advanture !

it s finish-,my Exchange year :

I am in Thailand with my lovely family

Starting my journey again

 This is my first blog from Thailand i mean the first time that i write in Thailand after i came back from Estonia . i have thought many things especially about my future .how to do with my dream? 

i said that i dont wanna go back to the past never ever i dont want to be a kid anymore coz that time it too plainful from the dream that never came true althougth by now that dream is not be real yet but maybe who knows ... i am goin to be closer to it -my dream come true who knows..... i said that i ll do anything ,anyway to reach my dream oneday it gonna be true "just say u can then u ll 

 nothing can not be impossible"

ก็เพราะว่ามีความเชื่ออย่างแรงกล้าว่ามันจะสามารถเป็นไปได้ สุดท้ายแล้วมันก็ต้องเป็นไปได้

ไม่ว่ายังไงก็แล้วแต่ความฝันที่แม้จะสวนทางกับความจริงที่มีอยู่ จะดูเลือนลางสำหรับทุกคน แต่ทว่า ตลอดเวลา สิ่งๆ นั้นกับ ออกมาจากก้นเบื้องของหัวใจ ที่ไม่ได้ถูกบิดเบือดจากใดๆ 

คำตอบนั้นมันชัดเจนอยู่ในใจ 

จากของเก่า ต่อไปนี้คงได้อัพเป็นภาษาไทยบ้างแล้วละ อยู่ไทยแล้ว แต่การเดินทางมันยังไม่ได้สิ้นสุด แต่กำลังเริ่มต้นขึ้นอีกครั้ง ได้อยู่กับตัวเองมากขึ้นบางครั้งก็อาจจะรู้สึกเจ็บปวด 

ความยากลำบากที่ถูกขีดกรอบ กับอิสระที่อยากพุ่งชนทะยานออกไปให้เร็วที่สุด 

อยากทำสิ่งๆนั้นจริงๆๆนะ ความฝันนะ ที่มีอยู่ตลอดมา 

 หากจะถามว่าช่วงเวลาที่ยากที่สุดสำหรับตอนนี้คือตอนไหน คือตอนที่ทรมานกับความฝันของตัวเอง หากจะให้ย้อนกลับไปเป็นเด็กอีกครั้งคงจะไม่แล้วละ เพราะมันทรมานเกินไปกับการรอคอย 

ทรมานเกินไปสำหรับสิ่งที่คิดว่าอยากจะทำแล้วไม่ได้ทำ ไม่ได้เป็น ไม่เอาอีกแล้ว

 แม้จะสนุกจนสุดเหวี่ยงก็ตามที

  Tere! ma olen tais pragu .mu koju:) arvan et ma kirijutan nii palju tai keeles bloggisse aga ma pyyan panna ing keeles ka vist sa tahad teada mis ma r22kin 

muidu ei ole unusta eesti keel m6ni ma pannan eestikeel ka:) 

A few pics

La vie en rose - Louis Armstrong

I dont know why i fall in love with this song i wanna sing it to my boo :)

fly

Find anything that you really like to do, and try to love it!
but if you have anything that you really do it well , try to develop it.

you know ,someone has spent half of his life to find the way what he is and then, maybe it is too late!

by the way  i cant say how to reach it coz i have not succeeded yet.

but i know exactly what i gonna do! what i wanna be ! 

even if i always waste the time to do sth that it is not my dream but you know some of the things that i did.it is the way learnt to reach my dream come ture. 

the time go too fast ,i thought everything seem like happened yesterday! i really feel that way

my year in estonia gonna stay behind me

 just the best memories forever!

Täna ma ei taha yles blosisse eestikeeles! sorrie~!!!!

 

i love this flower coz i feel like i can fly :)

blow me!

sweet thing!!

i made it for give to my classmate to thanks for be a part of my exchange year!

thank you!

hiiu! saar!

 last entry i promised you that i ll show some pics  from hiiu island 

 

now i am staying home and do nothing hahahahah

does anyone have something to do with me just let s me know!!!!!!!!!!! 

 finally , hope everyone can find yourself soon and try to love the thing that u already have 

love you all

ON my way ,,,,,, right now i have been walking on my way already 8 month or nearly 9 month

Only 60 days left from Estonia how can i? haha just wonder !

I just told myself like i dont want to go back at the first time or stop the world, coz i did it the best. just go on and remember the things that i did or ll do forever by my heart

The year ,I never thought before would be happening.I am here in Estonia.

Tere ! mu kallis!

pragu ma olen eestis juba 8 kuus või lähedal 9 kuu

ainult 60 päev läks ära kuidas ma saan?

ma ylen mulle , ma ei taha esimest korda minna tagasi või lõppaeg sest ma tegin kõige paremini lihsalt Ma mäletan seda rõõmu, mis täitis meie südamed.

last week i went to drive Fix gear! (just kidding i drove just normal bike cycling ) coz the springtime are coming :) sunshine and get warmer 

and i found it i found the way to joyful without computer ,ipod, Tv, or some stupid things i heard the sound of nature :) long time i never felt it coz in Bangkok it s hard to get the clean air.

(i have to write in Estonian or not haha just lazy a bit but ok i ll)

Eelmisel nädalal ma läksin jalgrattaga sõita.Kas sa tead?Ma leidsin oma õnne,ilma arvuti ,ipod, Tv.Ma kuulsin heli iseloomu.

 By the way i have a lot of pics coz you know i did not up blog about 3 month so,i did many things.

ok but i think i ll shere my stuff( like some of them)

Tavaliselt  mul on nii palju piltid et ma tahan panna sest ma pole yles blogisse nii ammu ,ja siin ma tegin nii palju asju kogu 3  kuus :)
arvan et ma panna mõne plitid :)

 

some in my day!

 I went to watch some skateboard and BMX stuff 

to cheer my boy (Axel Cruysberghs) (stop it u like a bitch haha but actually my real one (ryan sheckler) he did not come this year haha)

 Yfu Exhibition.

I did it with kanta :)

 

 I went to hiiu maal but this pic such reviews i ll up some pics later in the new entry :)

follow if you want to see haha xoxo

Before go to bed in this night i decide to make some page on facebook for shere my pics that i proud to show .the page i wrote some sms to get some inspiration. you can read and comment. i love to shere all of my thing my thinking to this world

http://www.facebook.com/likeadreamer

join it some how ,follow it if you like

"Hey u guys I love to say that I made this page for let's u guys get some inspiration from my eyes on my pictures
Anyway I am just a little girl in this world who want to be a photographer somehow this is my first step to show some pics or some works in public
by the way I just start to do it and i try my best to get it well coz this is the thing
that ll be in my life forever if you like it plz follow to get me also some inspiration
THANK YOU"

 ps. sorry for my english and estonian are not perfect .

week before "love"

(sorrie for my eng ,est they are poor so try to read it 

good luck)

Finally i found the moon do not beside the star ,yet the moon always has the sun by its side. the sun gives warming and reflecting the moon.so,i still wait for my sun to reflect on me like i'm the moon :)

Find someone ,let's you like the shinning star the one who is reflects the light on u !

This is the thing that i wrote on Facebook yesterday

coz one day i looked up to the sky then, i saw the moon while the sun still on the horizon.

that is my inspiration lol

seda on mu status facebookis ,et kirjutasin eile.

miks ma kirjutasin niimoodi??????? 

sest, yks päeval ma vaatasin  taevasse ja siis, nägin kuu ja päike  olid koos !!! haha 

siis on mu Inspiratsiooni.

valentine , tuleb järgmine nädalal.eesti on sõbrapäev ,nii huvitav :) 

kellele ma annan lilled ?____haha :)  aga ma ootan lilled kuigi mitte keegi annab mulle

"pole hullu"

6.02.12

ma läksin merele :) nii kylm aga v2ga ilus 

I went to the sea walk alone with the sun

Täna ma oli vaba! mitte midagi teha

Tegelikult,alati yksi :) aga täna ma läksin Laagrisse ,kohtusin kanta!  (Tema on Tai )

I had nothing to do  today so i was free  ,I went to Laagri to meet kanta

ma nägin pildid ,et ma mõtlen "north pole" :)

 mina armastan lumi

i saw pics and i thought  this is north pole haha

Edasi........ mis ma rääkin veel ummmmm

 what what!!!

mis veel !!! 

Pragu kõik naku paremini, arvan et ,Ma saan väga hästi läbi kõigi sõpradega rohkem!

seda on mu tunnen pragu ma ei tea mis toimub edasi.mis juhtus homme 

vaatame!

aga nyyd kõik on korras :) 

now everything seem ok. i think i get along with my friends more 
but i dont know what happens ,what goin on in the future let 's see

ma oskan rääkida eesti keeles ja mu sõbrad räägivad eesti keeles minuga 

jaaa loodan iga päev on head juttu ,mis juhtus 

I can speak estonian and my friends also talk in estonian to me 

and i wish ,everyday gonna have the good thing

nice day alone with H.burger

they said why u always alone why you dont take some friends with u


i said : 1 no one want to be my friends :) seriousely i think 
2 i dont know who want to go out with me  seriousely i think they dont want
3 it is better if i go alone coz u know if i ask someone, then he or she refuse me i always think a lot ,think like ok i know you dont want to go with me i am not a good choice i know!
4 no one invites me maybe you think i dont want but just say i ready to go everywhere do sth fun with u

miks sa l2had yksi?

ma vastan: 1 mitte keegi tahab olla mu sõber

2 ma ei tea ,kes tahab tulla 

3 kui parem et ma l2han yksi ,sest kui ma kysin kedagi ja siis tema yled "ei"

ma alati palju mõtlen naku ma tean et sa ei taha minna minuga.ma tean

4 mitte keegi kutsub mind vist, sa arvad, et ma ei taha tulla, vaid lihtsalt öelda

, et ma valmis minema kõikjale teha midagi huvitav sinuga!

ma ei tea ,mis tema mõtted nagu ma olen su sõber või ei
ma tahan yle , kui sa tead mind ja siis, kõik on mu sõbrad

I dont know what you think about me like i am your friend or not but for me everybody who knows me.They are my friends! 



good night baby 
good night my friends

 ps.To. "mini ryan" with the same blue eyes! have a nice dream! :)

white eesti land!

"I know you,
I walked with you once upon a dream.
I know you,
The gleam in your eyes is so familiar a gleam.
I know it's true,
That visions of seldom always seem."

This is the thing that  i want to say the song from "sleeping beauty" One of The best Disney cartoon and also of me! 

Actually that mean nothing! i just wanna sing haha just wanna write it.

what about my life in estonia??????

"I don' know "

sometimes i feel like i am alone sometimes i feel i have no friends no no no nothing wanna dissapear!

But sometimes i feel is good to be here!

By the way my life is so easy coz i dont have to get mark from school.WTF!haha

And i ll let everyone know my destination is i wanna see What In the World Is Goin On? what is the real life ! through my exchange student year! 

"Dont Waste the time on the things that is not your destination"

Ok ! but everything is get better everyday i hope! just make everyday like u never done it before make everyday is the best :)

last week I went to town to take some pics so, great everything covered in snow!

:) 

and !!!! what happend! on december i went to Liga latvia! so i wanna show some pics ahha nice place but so different !from estonia !

i wanna sleep but ..... i still on this blog! haha 

Next a little bit things that are made me happy!!!!!!!!!

eat ate eaten!!!! next time who wanna go to eat eat call me i ll go with u!!!!!!

ps. The time go so fast I still have not   knew everyone yet so, plz If u wanna talk wanna know about me about Thailand come and say! Hi!! we can talk i wanna talk especially in estonian dont be afraid I saw someone looked at me so, if u dont have  problems just say hi or u have we can talk hahahahaha  nice to meet u guy's ok I have to go hope I ll find some new friends more and more :)